X-Candyclouds-X

I'm poor,I got bullied, I got a drunk father, I got raped, I lost someone, I saw a murder, I have mental illnesses, I've lost friends, I've been through depression, I've been cheated on, I've been anorexic, I've cut myself, I thought about suicide. I'm not that different, I'm not in the pretty standars, I'm not perfect, I'm not that original, I'm not that special. But I have passions. I love my boyfriend, I love my few friends, I love drawing, I love singing, I love music, I love animals, I love nature, I love swimming, I love writting, I love tea, I love coffee, I love shopping, I love learning, And so on... Don't die for your mistakes,

From blue to green Yellow to red Cold and warmth Fighting in my shed They breathe beauty Purely As a feather's dance In a winter's glance Would breathe into me Purity The strengh I seek Is almost in reach Reach for my fingers Little little feather Dance your way out Stream your colors Shine without The darkness indoors Pure little little feather

Mon échappatoire Il s'affaisse Il est translucide Je le perds Le temps me l’enlève Pourquoi une telle cruauté?   N'ai-je pas assez souffert? Il se termine Il m’abandonne Je l'oublis... Je me perds Il n'est plus Qu'était-il? Que faire maintenant qu'il n'y a plus rien? Nostalgie Petit oiseau Mon pire ami Je t'aime bien Tu es ma seule compagnie Chante-moi une berceuse Conte moi mon histoire Ne me laisse pas Mais ne me torture pas Berce-moi

I haven't seen you in years Still I miss you every day Are you still out there? No one could say I miss those blue eyes I can't believe I got away I never meant to I wish I stayed I wish I could see you Touch you Feel you Like we never got appart I tried to find you But I stopped Couldn't breathe Couldn't move Couldn't let you know I was scared you might not want me Need me like before It's been too long Too long for me to come back I'm still broken hearted But I wish you the best I turned the page But you're part of my storybook You're still there And always will be...